December 2011
162 posts
new tattoo!
So I’m going in tomorrow to talk to my new tattoo artist about the piece I designed for my knee.. For a second I wasnt going to get it because of what happened today then I realized it was something I needed… hope.
Im getting a rose with a canary in the middle of it, the canary symbolizes hope and ones true love and the rose symbolizes love. When shitty things happen I need to get up...
Things are changing faster than I thought.
I’ll be done with my degree next december so it looks like all I need to do now is figure out how to pay for the few classes I have left… I lost my scholarship and I dont think I can get it back, I will be talking to the school about it and see what I can actually do but after crying about whats happened its time for plan B.
I’m going to move. Im thinking to california, Monterey...
Why am I doing this..
I dont know what I’m doing or why I’m doing it.. You live half way around the world right now and I know I’m going to miss you the more I talk to you and remember how much I enjoy you.
If I stop this now I can make it out alive.. but we all know I’m not going to. Im going to feed this habit and let it grow into a creature that I wont be able to overcome.
God I’m...
recumbentfury asked: your blog is so lovely and you are stunning!
mielaeh asked: that's so fucking dope! he did a really good job. i'm james by the way, nice to meet you.
mielaeh asked: what's that on your leg? :o
